Destruction

Once more my friend is off in never never land. He is still in jail and believes he will be released at the end of August and then marry Sandra Bullock the day after he is released. He appears to be unaware that he must go through a psychiatric evaluation to determine if he is fit to stand trial and the fact that Ms. Bullock is not yet divorced. Additionally, he believes he has been hired by a major NASCAR player. He still has a public defender and there has been no major announcement about his hiring. Also there is the fact that NASCAR at this point in time probably will not even return a phone call, Email or text.

The sad part is that this is where his addiction has taken him. Either he believes what he is selling or that he is trying to get hospitalized to avoid a trial. The reality is that once he is deemed 'sane' he will then go to trail. This is what we do in our addiction. We go until we have destroyed ourselves and everything around us.

What I listen to is the lesson. I do not judge my friend. My belief is that he is placed here in his current position to teach us. The lesson is that for Gods' grace we can be in his spot in a heart beat. We all have post graduate degrees in destroying our life's with drugs and alcohol.

I pray we all learn from our brothers and sisters who continue in their destruction.