Tools

I have had long talks recently about listening to my spirit and the battle when my ego shows up and wants to destroy my day. What I have learned is to step back and listen to my spirit and to pray for a loving thought. When we do that it is difficult for and delusion of 'control' to be ruining another moment by taking us out of the moment.

As my recovery has evolved I recognize that chaos no longer excites me and anger is an emotion that leaves me strung out. These two events hold no weight for me. It is only when we let go of our egos and are of service to others that we become free and are filled with the light of the Universe.

Through daily practice, moments of extreme connectedness with my Higher Power come about. Those moments are precious and I embrace them.

We all have the tools to stay clean and sober today. If we do not apply them we may not be here should tomorrow get here.