Death Jails and Institutions

We lost a client on Sunday to an over dose. His life was going great so he just had to go for it one more time. Sunday I was sad and numb and unable to cry. Monday brought his parents, his mother, father, grandmother, brother and step-mother. It was brutal. The brother was affected the most he was way far away and I do not blame him.

I have shared with people over and over again that you never know if you go back out if you are going to make it back to recovery. Some how people forget that. I have had an Oh God moment where I thought I had overdosed. When I realized at the time that I had not i did another bowl full of meth. That is what we do and how we think. We have a disease of addiction.